Im Kourtney. Self harm. Depression. Suicidal. Eating disorder. Sexual Emotional Physical Abuse. If I can't be happy, let me die...
I’ve always thought that this photograph captured the utter agony that the task of food and eating can become when you have an eating disorder. People who aren’t sufferers don’t realize how hard it can be sometimes to simply lift that spoon to your mouth without having any mental torture associated with it.
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to be able to sit down and not worry about my fat spilling out.
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I’m sorry
I am so fucking sorry
for being alive
for being me
for being complicated
for being annoying
for being ugly
for being fat
for being a handful
for ruining everything
for making you feel bad
for making me feel bad
for everything
everything